Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

The amazing true story of an out-of-control rock star, his devastating addiction to drugs, and his miraculous redemption through Jesus Christ. In February 2005, more than ten thousand people in Bakersfield, California, watched as Brian "Head" Welch—the former lead guitarist of the controversial rock band Korn—was saved by Jesus Christ. The event set off a media frenzy as observers from around the world sought to understand what led this rock star out of the darkness and into the light. Now, in this courageous memoir, Head talks for the first time about his shocking embrace of God and the tumultuous decade that led him into the arms of Jesus Christ. Offering a backstage pass to his time with Korn, Head tells the inside story of his years in the band and explains how his rock star lifestyle resulted in an all-consuming addiction to methamphetamines. Writing openly about the tour bus mayhem of Ozzfest and The Family Values tour, he provides a candid look at how the routine of recording, traveling, and partying placed him in a cycle of addiction that he could not break on his own. Speaking honestly about his addiction, Head details his struggles with the drug that ultimately led him to seek a higher power. Despite his numerous attempts to free himself from meth, nothing—not even the birth of his daughter—could spur him to kick it for good. Here Head addresses how, with the help of God, he emerged from his dangerous lifestyle and found a path that was not only right for his daughter, it was right for him. Discussing the chaotic end to his time in Korn and how his newfound faith has influenced his relationship with his daughter, his life, and his music, Head describes the challenging but rewarding events of the last two years, exposing the truth about how his moments of doubt and his hardships have only deepened his faith. Candid, compelling, and inspirational, Save Me from Myself is a rock 'n' roll journey unlike any other.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Brian Welch
Publisher : Harper Collins
Release : 2009-10-13
Total Pages : 240 Pages
ISBN : 9780061753541


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

I tried to be the perfect daughter and fiancee, but after the people who are supposed to love me the most betrayed me, those days are done. I'm ready for a fresh start - and this time a relationship won't define who I am. That means: No men. No complications. No turning back. At least, that was the plan before I met him. He wants me... And he's not about to take no for an answer.

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Author : Stacey Lewis
Publisher :
Release : 2019-01-05
Total Pages : 308 Pages
ISBN : 1793265003


Who Will Save Me From Myself

Who Will Save Me From Myself

Depression with suicidal ideation is like finding yourself swimming way out in the ocean, struggling to stay afloat while everything is working against you. The waves are huge, the tides are shifting, the temperature is near freezing, the current is pulling you farther away from land, there are predators lurking below. You look up, to see a gigantic ship sailing by, but you're too weak to wave. There are people up there leaning over the railing. They're looking down. They see you! They know you're in trouble and you breathe a sigh of relief, you fully expect somebody to come to the rescue, but nobody does. They toss out a life preserver instead. You're swallowing water. You're going under! Gasping for air, you desperately reach out for the life preserver, but it's so far away! You see it floating nearby, but it's just out of reach. You're exhausted. You're drowning! You can't take anymore. You can't hold on any longer! You finally give up and begin to sink into the watery depths. Just as the seaweed encloses itself around your body and there's no more oxygen in your lungs it dawns on you that nobody can jump in because they run the risk of drowning too. In one last show of strength you block out the pain and the exhaustion, and you lunge back toward the surface! You put one arm in front of the other and you keep swimming toward that life preserver. Once you finally reach it, you cling to it and hold on for dear life. Cheering, the people on board pull you to the side of the ship. You look up at that great expanse of iron and steel and you realize that you still have to climb that formidable ladder. But you're there! You're safe! You can do it! You finally know that you can get through this horrible illness and that it has to be you that climbs up the ladder. All proceeds will be given to Tammy's family or donated to their favorite charity. Note: This 2nd Edition contains the same material as the 1st Edition. The cover was changed to meet specific guidelines for promotional purposes.

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Author : R. S. Rodella
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
Release : 2017-09-20
Total Pages : 124 Pages
ISBN : 1977502849


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

Sebastian Walker has just run into his past, Eric, and all sorts of questions form in his mind: Is he ready to face what Eric did to him? Will Sebastian be able to forgive and move on? Sebastian dives right back into his therapy sessions by confronting his abusive childhood head on while at the same time trying to balance his close friendships and career at the same time. All relationships will be tested and just when Sebastian feels like he's learned the rules he realizes that the rules keep changing.

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Genre : Fiction
Author : André Williams
Publisher : Author House
Release : 2014-04
Total Pages : 394 Pages
ISBN : 9781491871966


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

This book is dedicated to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. For without His love and mercy, Im not sure whered I would be today. Thank You for seeing something in me that I didnt see in myself. Thank You for saving me; even in the midst of my sins; over and over again! For everyone who has prayed for me and continues to pray for me, thank you. To my parents, thank you for raising your children in a Word of God church and instilling Godly values in us from a young age. Love you both! For anyone who may be reading this book, know that God has a plan for your life. Yes, even when you make mistakes and it feels like all hope is gone, His plan never ceases! For I know the thoughts I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not evil, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11-NKJV). I pray that my story not only encourages you but blesses you as well.

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Genre : Self-Help
Author : Christina M. Stanley
Publisher : Xlibris Corporation
Release : 2016-02-16
Total Pages : 50 Pages
ISBN : 9781514456910


Dog Medicine

Dog Medicine

An honest and deeply moving debut memoir about a young woman’s battle with depression and how her dog saved her life A New York Times Bestseller “Dog Medicine simply has to be your next must-read.” —Cheryl Strayed At twenty-two, Julie Barton collapsed on her kitchen floor in Manhattan. She was one year out of college and severely depressed. Summoned by Julie’s incoherent phone call, her mother raced from Ohio to New York and took her home. Haunted by troubling childhood memories, Julie continued to sink into suicidal depression. Psychiatrists, therapists, and family tried to intervene, but nothing reached her until the day she decided to do one hopeful thing: adopt a Golden Retriever puppy she named Bunker. Dog Medicine captures the anguish of depression, the slow path to recovery, the beauty of forgiveness, and the astonishing ways animals can help heal even the most broken hearts and minds.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Julie Barton
Publisher : Penguin
Release : 2016-07-19
Total Pages : 256 Pages
ISBN : 9781101993545


With My Eyes Wide Open

With My Eyes Wide Open

He left KoRn to help himself. He went back to help others. And along the way, he nearly lost everything. A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian “Head” Welch from a stranglehold of drugs and alcohol and prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band KoRn in 2005. What followed was a decade-long trial by fire, from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression and self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo and surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend. In this intensely inspiring redemption saga, perhaps most inspiring is Brian’s radical decision to rejoin KoRn and reconcile with the tribe of people he once considered family in the metal music scene. Brian returned to his musical roots with a clear head and a devoted heart. Though his story is wild, hilarious, and deeply poignant, the message is simple: God will love you into the freedom of being yourself, as long as you keep the relationship going and never, ever quit.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Brian "Head" Welch
Publisher : Thomas Nelson
Release : 2016-05-17
Total Pages : 240 Pages
ISBN : 9780718030612


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

Lyric Hayes spent the first 22 years of her life trying to be the perfect daughter and the perfect girlfriend. After a tragedy and her fiancé's betrayal, she's running, starting over far away from the person she used to be. David Pearson has it all: confidence, awesome friends, and a successful business. But David's dealt with loss too. He knows better than anyone not to judge by what's on the surface. Drawn to Lyric despite her inability to trust, he'll do anything to own her heart.

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Genre : Fiction
Author : Stacey Mosteller
Publisher : Createspace Independent Pub
Release : 2014-02-07
Total Pages : 270 Pages
ISBN : 1493635158


Quote Me The Book Of All New Quotes

Quote Me The Book Of All New Quotes

Born 8-30-58 in Cleveland Ohio, graduated from Lincoln-West high school in 1977 (Honor Roll), and was on the chess and track team, and started working for the city of Cleveland water dept. in 1977 and retired in 2007. I write short stories, slogans, saying, philosophy, songs, and comedy, restore paintings and comic books, and I can invent almost anything technical. I jog and it seems like I don't age; do to mixing a Dr Jackal and Mr. Hide type concoction when I was 20 years old. My parents are Joseph and Dorothy Bonkowski. I wrote "The secrets of mind reading revealed" (Howell Press), and Casablanca 2 (Unpublished), the Theory of Relativity 2, which expands on Einstein's Theory of Relativity (Only 200 copies printed.) My future plans are to keep on writing, and start a career in comedy. I still have thousands of unpublished quotes and saying, and if this book sells well I will write a second book lord willing.

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Genre : Religion
Author : Joseph Julius Bonkowski, Jr.
Publisher : Xulon Press
Release : 2009-07
Total Pages : 324 Pages
ISBN : 9781607919896


A Perfect Union Of Contrary Things

A Perfect Union Of Contrary Things

A Perfect Union of Contrary Things is the authorized biography of musician and vintner Maynard James Keenan. Co-author Sarah Jensen's 30-year friendship with Keenan gives her unique insight into his history and career trajectory. The book traces Keenan's journey from his Midwest childhood to his years in the Army to his time in art school, from his stint at a Boston pet shop to his place in the international spotlight and his influence on contemporary music and regional winemaking. A comprehensive portrayal of a versatile and dedicated artist, A Perfect Union of Contrary Things pays homage to the people and places that shaped the man and his art. Until now, Maynard's fans have had access to only an abridged version of his story. A Perfect Union of Contrary Things presents the outtakes, the scenes of disappointment and triumph, and the events that led him to take one step after the next, to change direction, to explore sometimes surprising opportunities. Included are sidebars in his own words, often humorous anecdotes that illuminate the narrative, as well as commentary by his family members, friends, instructors, and industry colleagues. The book also features a foreword by Alex Grey, an American visionary artist and longtime friend of Keenan. Accompanying the text are photos of Keenan from childhood to the present. Maynard's story is a metaphor for the reader's own evolution and an encouragement to follow one's dreams, hold fast to individual integrity, and work ceaselessly to fulfill our creative potential.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Maynard James Keenan
Publisher : Rowman & Littlefield
Release : 2018-10-01
Total Pages : 320 Pages
ISBN : 9781495082900