Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

The amazing true story of an out-of-control rock star, his devastating addiction to drugs, and his miraculous redemption through Jesus Christ. In February 2005, more than ten thousand people in Bakersfield, California, watched as Brian "Head" Welch—the former lead guitarist of the controversial rock band Korn—was saved by Jesus Christ. The event set off a media frenzy as observers from around the world sought to understand what led this rock star out of the darkness and into the light. Now, in this courageous memoir, Head talks for the first time about his shocking embrace of God and the tumultuous decade that led him into the arms of Jesus Christ. Offering a backstage pass to his time with Korn, Head tells the inside story of his years in the band and explains how his rock star lifestyle resulted in an all-consuming addiction to methamphetamines. Writing openly about the tour bus mayhem of Ozzfest and The Family Values tour, he provides a candid look at how the routine of recording, traveling, and partying placed him in a cycle of addiction that he could not break on his own. Speaking honestly about his addiction, Head details his struggles with the drug that ultimately led him to seek a higher power. Despite his numerous attempts to free himself from meth, nothing—not even the birth of his daughter—could spur him to kick it for good. Here Head addresses how, with the help of God, he emerged from his dangerous lifestyle and found a path that was not only right for his daughter, it was right for him. Discussing the chaotic end to his time in Korn and how his newfound faith has influenced his relationship with his daughter, his life, and his music, Head describes the challenging but rewarding events of the last two years, exposing the truth about how his moments of doubt and his hardships have only deepened his faith. Candid, compelling, and inspirational, Save Me from Myself is a rock 'n' roll journey unlike any other.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Brian Welch
Publisher : Harper Collins
Release : 2009-10-13
Total Pages : 240 Pages
ISBN : 9780061753541


Dog Medicine

Dog Medicine

An honest and deeply moving debut memoir about a young woman’s battle with depression and how her dog saved her life A New York Times Bestseller “Dog Medicine simply has to be your next must-read.” —Cheryl Strayed At twenty-two, Julie Barton collapsed on her kitchen floor in Manhattan. She was one year out of college and severely depressed. Summoned by Julie’s incoherent phone call, her mother raced from Ohio to New York and took her home. Haunted by troubling childhood memories, Julie continued to sink into suicidal depression. Psychiatrists, therapists, and family tried to intervene, but nothing reached her until the day she decided to do one hopeful thing: adopt a Golden Retriever puppy she named Bunker. Dog Medicine captures the anguish of depression, the slow path to recovery, the beauty of forgiveness, and the astonishing ways animals can help heal even the most broken hearts and minds.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Julie Barton
Publisher : Penguin
Release : 2016-07-19
Total Pages : 256 Pages
ISBN : 9781101993545


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

Sebastian Walker has just run into his past, Eric, and all sorts of questions form in his mind: Is he ready to face what Eric did to him? Will Sebastian be able to forgive and move on? Sebastian dives right back into his therapy sessions by confronting his abusive childhood head on while at the same time trying to balance his close friendships and career at the same time. All relationships will be tested and just when Sebastian feels like he's learned the rules he realizes that the rules keep changing.

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Genre : Fiction
Author : André Williams
Publisher : AuthorHouse
Release : 2014-04-28
Total Pages : 394 Pages
ISBN : 9781491871980


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

This book is dedicated to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. For without His love and mercy, Im not sure whered I would be today. Thank You for seeing something in me that I didnt see in myself. Thank You for saving me; even in the midst of my sins; over and over again! For everyone who has prayed for me and continues to pray for me, thank you. To my parents, thank you for raising your children in a Word of God church and instilling Godly values in us from a young age. Love you both! For anyone who may be reading this book, know that God has a plan for your life. Yes, even when you make mistakes and it feels like all hope is gone, His plan never ceases! For I know the thoughts I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not evil, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11-NKJV). I pray that my story not only encourages you but blesses you as well.

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Genre : Self-Help
Author : Christina M. Stanley
Publisher : Xlibris Corporation
Release : 2016-02-16
Total Pages : 50 Pages
ISBN : 9781514456910


Save Me From Myself

Save Me From Myself

WARNING: This book contains so many feelings! This colorful collection of comics will take you on an expertly guided emotional journey, from impostor syndrome to unrequited love, with stops along the way for excitement, joy, vulnerability, and existential dread. Illustrator and self-proclaimed crybaby So Lazo renders each experience with honesty and heart, navigating the obstacle course of early adulthood with their distinctive style and self-deprecating humor. Heartbreakingly earnest and effortlessly queer, this little book captures the trials and tribulations of the creative introvert in vivid detail. DISTINCTIVE VOICE: Lazo's work is earnest without being sappy or preachy and vulnerable without taking itself too seriously. It manages to be beautiful and messy, funny and wistful, inviting you into Lazo's colorful, creative, anxious, determined, introverted world. RELATABLE CONTENT: If you've ever lost your nerve upon running into your crush at a party, juggled your love-hate relationship with working from home, or wished that aliens would rescue you from the Dumpster fire that is human existence—this book is for you! Perfect for: • Worriers, introverts, and tender types • Young adults, artists, and creatives • Fans of So Lazo's queer and colorful artwork

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Genre : Comics & Graphic Novels
Author : So Lazo
Publisher : Chronicle Books
Release : 2022-05-10
Total Pages : 128 Pages
ISBN : 9781797205441


Washed By Blood

Washed By Blood

An Out-of-Control Rock Star. An Inescapable Addiction to Drugs. A Miraculous Redemption through Jesus Christ. You think you've heard this story before but you haven't. Washed by Blood is a look at the dramatic saving power of Jesus Christ unlike any other—one that shows how God looks out for all of us, even those who seem farthest away from his grace. Brian "Head" Welch was a rock star who thought he had it all. He was the lead guitarist in Korn, one of the biggest and most controversial rock bands on the planet. He lived in a mansion, had millions of dollars in the bank, and legions of fans all over the globe. He was living the good life, and it should have been perfect. But it was all a lie. What no one knew was that backstage and away from the crowds, Head was fighting a debilitating addiction to methamphetamines, and that nothing—not even the birth of his daughter—could make him quit for good. He had given up. He was empty inside. He spent his days contemplating suicide convinced that each high would be his last. And that was when he found God. Washed by Blood tells the remarkable story of how God's unconditional love freed Head from his addictions and saved him from death. Here Head describes the joys and struggles of his journey to faith, detailing how Jesus has helped him cope with his pain and find the path that's right for both him and his daughter. An account of triumphs, hardships, and the healing power of Jesus, Washed by Blood is an inspirational demonstration that God is always there to save even the most troubled souls.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Brian Welch
Publisher : Harper Collins
Release : 2009-08-11
Total Pages : 224 Pages
ISBN : 9780061966057


All The Bright Places

All The Bright Places

NOW A NETFLIX FILM, STARRING ELLE FANNING AND JUSTICE SMITH! The New York Times bestselling love story about two teens who find each other while standing on the edge. And don’t miss Take Me with You When You Go, Jennifer Niven’s highly anticipated new book with bestselling author David Levithan! Theodore Finch is fascinated by death. Every day he thinks of ways he might kill himself, but every day he also searches for—and manages to find—something to keep him here, and alive, and awake. Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her small Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death. When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school—six stories above the ground— it’s unclear who saves whom. Soon it’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink. . . . “A do-not-miss for fans of Eleanor & Park and The Fault in Our Stars, and basically anyone who can breathe.” —Justine Magazine “At the heart—a big one—of All the Bright Places lies a charming love story about this unlikely and endearing pair of broken teenagers.” —The New York Times Book Review “A heart-rending, stylish love story.” —The Wall Street Journal “A complex love story that will bring all the feels.” —Seventeen Magazine “Impressively layered, lived-in, and real.” —Buzzfeed

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Genre : Young Adult Fiction
Author : Jennifer Niven
Publisher : Ember
Release : 2015-01-06
Total Pages : 416 Pages
ISBN : 9780385755900


I Ll Just Save Myself

I Ll Just Save Myself

I'll just save myself is poetess Nidhi M. Jhaveri's debut collection of poetry and prose. It offers to take the reader on a soul-searching journey. It is about self-love, self-care, aching, survival, self-worth, growth, mental health and raw emotions. Each poem is a piece of her soul that has been unearthed so dearly for you. It offers solace, to form a connection, to touch, and heal. "These mere words sewn with ink hope to reside in your spacious heart."Allow the pieces of her soul to accompany you on your journey, now.

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Author : Nidhi Jhaveri
Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
Release : 2017-09-18
Total Pages : 106 Pages
ISBN : 1548710474


Team Seven

Team Seven

A coming-of-age, semi-autobiographical tale on the realities of black inner-city life follows the experiences of young Andre Battel as he grows away from his Jamaican family, discovers basketball court talents, and turns drug dealer for a street gang.

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Genre : Fiction
Author : Marcus Burke
Publisher : Anchor Books
Release : 2014-11-04
Total Pages : 272 Pages
ISBN : 9780345806444


With My Eyes Wide Open

With My Eyes Wide Open

He left KoRn to help himself. He went back to help others. And along the way, he nearly lost everything. A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian “Head” Welch from a stranglehold of drugs and alcohol and prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band KoRn in 2005. What followed was a decade-long trial by fire, from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression and self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo and surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend. In this intensely inspiring redemption saga, perhaps most inspiring is Brian’s radical decision to rejoin KoRn and reconcile with the tribe of people he once considered family in the metal music scene. Brian returned to his musical roots with a clear head and a devoted heart. Though his story is wild, hilarious, and deeply poignant, the message is simple: God will love you into the freedom of being yourself, as long as you keep the relationship going and never, ever quit.

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Genre : Biography & Autobiography
Author : Brian "Head" Welch
Publisher : Thomas Nelson
Release : 2016-05-17
Total Pages : 240 Pages
ISBN : 9780718030612